i have looked for you everywhere and it could well be that instead of looking, i ought to have been listening. you and i go a long long way in that we were born together, and together we will move on to eternity. yes you, i am talking to you. talking, writing, thinking with you: me.
not long ago you wrote to one of your best friends, you wrote to that one with whom you have decided to share all without really needing to share anything. when you thought about it a bit more, then you realised that the need was there after all. the need that was there was that of being just one. what you have been looking for all along has been your own integrity, and you have been looking for it as though it was a foreign abstract idolatry.
not long ago you listened to me. not long ago you finally saw me. the sight of me leaves you uncomfortable, does it not?
you are totally surprised, if for nothing else because you could not imagine that it would be so easy. i have been here all along, and all the discomfort and trials are part of it all.
you have cursed biology and all of science, and above all you have questioned it all. you are pretty sure that apples fall to the ground, and you are pretty sure that Newton claims to have called that the effect of gravity, but after that, what is it that we know?
welcome to my adventure...
