there are days when i want to beat you. not that i want to annihilate you, not that i want to hurt you, but because i want to take over your mind, soul and body. i want all of you, and i want to give nothing of me.
i want to absorb all of you. i want to breathe the air that you breathe. i want to devour you.
those are the bad days. those are the days of reason.
then there are the other days, most of the days, when i am just happy that i caught a glimpse of you and our mysteries.
those are the days of normal madness.