naked, bare, raw.
fear.
paralyzing fear.
i want to hide under a rock i want all the dread to disappear i want none of the drudgery
i want the fear to run scared
i do not want the fear!
what is fear? why does it grab me?
why does it torture me?
i call it fear...
is it fear?
is it repressed fear?
i want to cry
i want to ask you
was i born like this?
