div fluage: i reckoned...

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i reckoned...

i reckoned that this day would come!

i hoped it would not.

what fault of mine is it that you did not live your life to its fullest?

what fault of mine was it that i was born?

what fault of mine is it?

i wanted you to die ignorant

i wanted you to not feel the pain

i wanted you to not know reality

i wanted you to believe your own illusion

and now i just want you to leave me alone.

let me be!

you gave me life, i am grateful for my life

you did not mean to give me life, did you?

i know that you did not.

but what am i to do?

i am here

i like being here

i love life

i love you

and

i do not like you.