the desire is for silence
the desire is to disappear
the desire is to not exist
i am tired of words. they do not communicate
character after character
just abstractions vague empty
take a line. take its psychology
where are you? who am i?
what am i doing?
then close your eyes!
but you did not... you read. you keep on reading.
you wonder what is it that is not being said
what is it that i am not saying? what is it that you are not saying?
she hesitated, she did.
turn the page, do!
i am tired of thinking. i am tired of being a fucking genius. i am tired of you.
really, i am. i am.
